Please forgive me

By Suzee on Mon, 02-20-12, 22:21

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Dear friends both old and new, I know people worry when/if I disappear for even a day, but I wanted to remind everyone that these next few weeks are going to be really, really busy for me.

In the next few weeks, I will be both implementing closure in some very painful parts of my life, as well as, taking the giant leaps forward, arms outstretched, praying I can fly and begin this new life that is mine to live!

Preparing for trial is very, very important and my great attorneys and I are very dedicated and spend several hours daily . I am armed with the truth and because my truths were not very nice, it's sometimes hard to go over everything over and over, but I fight not just for me and my children, but for the others that never got this far in their journeys out of their abuse. Deb..... I simply say her name and I choke up. So recently we lost yet another battered woman and it's her as well as the others we've lost, who keep me from whining at all about being too tired etc..

SO, please don't worry about me and PLEASE FORGIVE me if I'm absent alot. I will try to check in as I am able. It might be actually where I will come when I need a break from the other things I'm dealing with this week. Either way, please know I love you all and I believe in you all and I will miss you all so very much, not getting to see you as often, but I promise it will get better and I'll be jabbering all over this place again, in no time!!!

BIggest hugs and lots of love, Suzee :0)

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By Princess on Wed, 02-22-12, 20:36

Suzee we worry cuz we care but thanks so much for letting us know about your where abouts are/will be for the next few weeks! Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers as you are in your trial! Please know you have your family here right besides you! I love you we love you!

I love you Suzee and thanks so much again for letting us know!

Big big hugs!

I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't rich, or are young or old! They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't anyone tell you that? Didn't anyone? I am telling you that!

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By female31 on Mon, 02-20-12, 23:10

I just got back and I have really missed you so much. It's ok Suzee you have to do what is best for you. I know you are trying to better yourself and your kids so I don't blame you one little bit.

I can't wait to see some of your work. I am so so so excited for you. I love you and wish you happiness. TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!

P.S. I'm watching you....and your lillle friend Mo, you two are not going to slip away...he he he he he

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Rochell

"looking for a way out"

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By unknown8 on Thu, 02-23-12, 00:12

Thanks for letting us know that you may not be around, will put our minds at rest from the worry, but you will still be in our thoughts.

Suzee, you probably know what I am about to say, but I am going to say it again, just in case it has not sunk in with you just yet... YOU ARE TRULY AMAZING. I am so so so so proud of you. I pray that your ex will get what he deserves and you can finally find the peace that you deserve.

I know you have a tough emotional road ahead of you, and I will send you strength every day to help you through it. Always remember how strong and brave you are Suzee... you really are!! I know you can do this!!

"Doing the best in this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment"... take each day one small step at a time and you will make it through.

Sorry to ramble on. Love you loads Suzee. Please update us when you can.

Big hugs xxx

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By tools on Tue, 02-21-12, 00:57

Suzee, thank you for letting us know. I am glad you are taking care of YOU! We will miss you and will be here ready to help you when you need us to help reduce your stress.

Diane
"...Send me half your angels. I'll send you half of mine..."

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By Suzee on Tue, 02-21-12, 14:31

OH dear friends, it means alot to me today to see your responses as I am "struggling" a bit. I'm not quite sure how to explain it. My trial is not the only thing going on in my life, so I am "fitting in" a trial in the middle of the rest of my life!! LOL Today's concentration is scattered at best. Truly I work on trial prep for a few hours and then I need a break and I come here, read and post a little. It calms me to be here even though I am not posting nearly as much as I would like to be as I see lots and lots of zero response threads.... that makes me sad!!!

If at all possible, please please please everyone try to respond to at least a couple of the zero response threads. Even if you don't have an answer for their struggles, just telling them that you see them and that you are there for them can help immensely. Most all of us just want to know that we are not alone.

So, thank you for all of your support. Truly you are my strength and my comfort. Thank you all truly, from the bottom of my heart!!! :0)

All my love and thanx, Suzee

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By kc55 on Wed, 02-22-12, 08:53

suzee q, I've read these post and see how very much you are loved and understand completely because I've grown to love and respect you so much myself! You are such an inspiration to us all and to me Suzee. You've been such a blessing to me and will always be loved by me. I'm giving you my e-mail so if you want or need to talk in private, i'll be there for you my sweet friend! kathycarverangel@yahoo.com ........please know how proud I am of you and your dreams and accomplishments. When you go to court I will be praying for you and your children and continue to pray for you every day! You are the bravest, kindest survivor I've ever had the honor to know! I love you Suzee q!

Kathy

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By MaluLani on Mon, 02-27-12, 15:54

Hi Suzee=i just wanted to wish you well the first day of trial! Please let us know how you are doing and know we are all here for you. Sending you love, positive thoughts, and prayers this wk =)

Someday I'll fly away.

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By Rochelle on Mon, 02-27-12, 16:11

Hi Suzee!..firstly sorry didn't post back sooner to your post a while ago and thank you for supporting me!!..I see your have of lot of friends who care so much for you and I've read some of your posts and seen you have had a really rough time with your ex!!.. My father was a very very abusive man!.. It was so hard!..It seems you've pulled through with the grace of god!.. Suzee I hope all goes well with you in the weeks to come with your case!..lots of love!!..god bless!! xxxg

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