Place I never want to be again

By female31 on Sun, 02-12-12, 19:59

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I know I will forever cry from the pain my sob dead husband has caused me. I have to fight my demons every minute of the day. I just cant afford to let him put me in a place I was a few weeks ago.

I look at Monica, all she was asking me was to fight. She is sick and I only thought about me, my pain and my heartache. I am sorrry I put her in a situation where she had to between me and my babies. She is tough and I love her.

Now I look at my 15 year old baby. I have put her through hell and she shill loves me. I am so sorry NuNu and I know you are going through your own thing I want you to know mommy is here no matter what. You will be able to count on me from here on out.

I'm going to be ok because I working on not letting his or anyone else action determine my self-worth. REMEMBER I'M NOT THERE YET SO I MIGHT FALL ONCE OR TWICE BUT I WILL GET BACK UP.

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Rochell

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By renee2 on Sun, 02-12-12, 21:48

i am sorry for all you have ben through. My hushand was abusive to me to. Maybe thing are looking up for you. I bet you family loves you a lot

best wishes to you
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By female31 on Mon, 02-13-12, 00:04

Hi Renee, I am really sorry for your husband hurting you. How old are you? I think thing are looking up. They can't get any worst than they are right now. Again thank you and I wish you well

Rochell

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By tools on Sun, 02-12-12, 23:17

Time will help. Always remember to lean on us for support when ever you need to!

Diane
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By female31 on Mon, 02-13-12, 00:08

tools, thank you and I pray I have time to heal. I will remember that you all is here for me. I am so greatful for the support I have gotten.

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Chell

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By MaluLani on Mon, 02-13-12, 00:55

Hi Chell. I am so sorry for all that you have been through. I can sadly relate to the dark place you were at--since i;ve been there before--but i am so glad u are fighting! I am so proud of u, You are blessed with a loving family-and i know u will be able to be there for them as they were/are there for u. Please know i continue to think & pray for u daily! Big hugs-maria

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By female31 on Mon, 02-13-12, 13:26

Hi Maria, thank you so much. i am praying everything look up soon. We will have these dark time but I know we will be ok in time. it feels good to know you are proud of me. I am proud of you too.

Your family loves you too. We both have great families. I am also am praying for you and your children

big hugs to you too
Chell

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By Faith08 on Mon, 02-13-12, 12:59

You are a very strong person Rochell. I actually been thinking about you these past couple days and was just gonna see how you are doing. Haven't talked to you in a little bit. Don't beat yourself up. A lot of things that have happened to you, you can not control of it happening to you. I think your children do know that and will always love you and be by your side. I hope everything else is going alright with you. How are the twins? My daughter's 4th bday was yesterday. Been so busy lately. Cleaning, shopping, appointments, chuckecheeses yesterday. Today just relaxing for once. I need a weeks vacation from everything but I know that won't happen for a long time. Got alot of things on my mind and worry of course. Hopefully everything settles down with me soon. Doubt it though. Physically I am exhausted and achy and tired. This pregnancy is sucking the life out of me.

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By female31 on Mon, 02-13-12, 13:05

hi faith how are you doing I was thinking about you. How are you and the baby? I'm not strong yet but i will get there. They are here, they have lots of problems but they I dont know what to say.

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By Princess on Mon, 02-13-12, 13:12

Hi Chell I know you have been through a lot! Please know I am so glad you are fighting though and you have your friends right by your side!! You can do this! I believe in you! I am so proud of you! Here some big hugs for you! You are in my thoughts and prayers! I love you so much!

I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't rich, or are young or old! They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't anyone tell you that? Didn't anyone? I am telling you that!

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By female31 on Mon, 02-13-12, 13:28

Hi princess, i know you have been through a lot too and you know i am here for you just like i know you are here for me. See you are going to make me cry. I am so happy to have friends like you onmy side.

I love you more
Chell

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