Are you afraid?..........

By Crimson-Regret on Sat, 02-25-12, 10:28

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some music im listening to keeps asking "are you afraid?" i cant help but in my head scream no and my lips whisper yes. . . it group is called Red and the song is let it burn. they are a christian rock group and i know hes talking to go about sin but it feels like one side of me is screaming at the other side and i just...... uhg.
i just recently got out of a place called shodair. a mental hospital and stayed there a little over two weeks. i didnt see much improvement, but i learned how to put on a fucking bigger act to be happy. i had to cuz other wise i wouldnt be out of there. now i feel fcked over cuz i wanna cut sooooo bad and i did but it feels like the first time i did it again. it hurts like a bitch but i just want it to bleed. gush poison red only i know of and whisper sweet nothings into my ear..... wtf do i do?

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By kitcat1 on Sat, 02-25-12, 11:15

You don't give up. You fight. How about making an apt with your local behavorial clinic to get assessed. Get yourself healthy. It is easy. I did it and check in regulary and take my meds and now I am stable. I have trouble maintaining that but I am here and working on it. You can do it to I know you can. Please do something good for yourself and do everything you can to get stable. Thanks for sharing. God Bless.

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